Post by xylander on Feb 20, 2011 6:25:13 GMT -4
I NEED ANOTHER STORY. SOMETHING TO GET OFF MY CHEST.
I'M GONNA GIVE ALL MY SECRETS AWAY.
TELL ME WHAT YOU WANT TO HEAR. SOMETHING THAT WAS LIKE THOSE YEARS.
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Xylander had never truly been "looking" for love consciously, it just wasn't something Xy really thought about. It was more of a subconscious thing; he'd found it once and he hoped to find it again but he wasn't really expecting it. Right now, mostly he was focused on getting famous for his dancing. He didn't want to be the stuck up celebrity or the one that had everything handed to him. Xy wanted to be the one that helped other people take a chance and reach for their dreams. He wanted to get to truly know his fans if he ever got up to that point and he didn't want to be a teen heart throb. He just wanted to be happy and up top just for the chance to dance against some of the best people in the world. Anybody who's seen Xy dance knew he had talent and had rhythm; people that Xy wanted to have them catch him dancing hadn't caught it yet. He would soon get there, he was sure, but it would take time, time Xylander Hyrnek was willing to take. Brookie was the same way; she would take time, but that was also time Xylander was willing to take. She meant the world to him and he was determined to prove that to her eventually. He wanted to take her to the Charity Ball but he hadn't picked up the nerve to ask her and he definitely wanted to before some other guy that Xy disliked did. Like Aaron! Xy didn't want to be the guy sulking in the corner because Aaron had gotten a hold of her. Maybe he'd ask her today... Yes, he'd ask her while he had her here. Maybe not yet but he would. "Well of course. I am a truthful person." He stuck his tongue out.
Xylander had now sorted out his head. Not completely but enough that he could now say that he wasn't confused. He knew that he liked Brooke and wanted to be with her. He wasn't confused or in denial about it. Now he needed to show that to her. He knew he could do it by putting her on the highest pedestal in the world but he didn't want to be like every other guy. Xylander wanted to do something unique and original so that she'd always remember it, even when she was ninety years old, and would smile at the memory even if she wasn't with him when they were ninety years old. It was tough to come up with something that unique but he'd definitely figure it out; he had to because that's what he wanted. Xylander Johnathon Hyrnek wanted to be the one that made Brooke smile no matter what was going on and he wanted to be the one to make her laugh when she was depressed. Xy wanted to be the guy that wrapped his arms around her and made her feel better when she was crying her heart out. He also wanted to be the one that made a good day into a better one. That's what Xy wanted with Brooke. He wanted to be the one privileged to see her in her sweats and messy hair when she first woke up in the morning. Xy was no longer confused about what he wanted; he was just confused on how to get to that point, even though it shouldn't be that hard to figure out. He was Xy the heartbreaker, wasn't he? Could he drop those heart breaker ways for Brooke? He was definitely positive on that. He could and would. "Don't need to dream. I will eventually." He stuck his tongue out again.
Mr. Hyrnek could've stood there forever with her. He wouldn't have minded it, just kissing her forever and ever. He was definitely caught up in the moment and he didn't plan on letting her go now. Xylander was glad that he was taking his chances and trusted himself more readily with her. Yes, he had a slight ego boost, but one couldn't help it when the one girl you wanted was glad to have you! Xy didn't blame himself for the ego boost but he didn't blame Brookie either. He blamed the situation at hand not that he had anything against the situation right now. Xylander was thoroughly enjoying himself and he wouldn't walk away from this and forget it. He'd remember it for sure now that their friendship had been shaken up. When Xy had pulled her away, he was going for all or nothing and so far he was getting "all". He hadn't lost and he was glad he'd allowed himself to take the chance. Xy was glad that he'd given it his best shot because, so far, his best shot had given him a lot of head way with her. Definitely brag worthy but he'd never brag about this. That was downright pathetic and he was definitely going to let this stay between the two of them. He smiled against her lips when she felt her soft touch on his shirt and pulled away, took it off, and then resumed. He picked her up and moved the two of them on her bed, laying her down gently.........
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tagged: BROOKE
words: EIGHT SEVEN SIX
outfit: CHECK BANNER
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