CASH, abby starr (done~!)

[abby starr cash]

*ABBY STARR CASH,

“lets get freaky now”

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*step into the spotlight,
» FULL NAME: abby starr cash
» NICKNAMES: baby, babycakes, starr, cash, ac, ace,
» AGE/BIRTHDAY: 15, april 4th
» GENDER: female
» ORIENTATION: pansexual
» CANON OR ORIGINAL: original
» GROUP/GRADE: sophomore

*let them see who you are,
» HAIR: abby is forever a black hair teen. she hates dying her hair and usually doesn't. if she ever does, it's usually just the color spray you buy at party stores and such. her hair is straight and long, to about her waist.
» EYES: her eyes are light blue, they sometimes tend to change gray blue but usually they stay icy blue.
» HEIGHT/WEIGHT: abby is sort o tall, she's about 5'5'' last time she checked; she usually never eats so she stays skinny and around 100 pounds.
» DISTINGUISHING FEATURES: she can't lie, she does have a tattoo. it's on her stomach, it's just stitch marks along the bottom of her ribs and then two circles between her hips and belly button (horizontal) and waist band and belly button (vertically). scars on specific places (look at overall)
» STYLE: abby doesn't really have a style, but if you wish to have a style, it's mostly scene. she loves to dress in wild clothes and style her hair sort of emo-ish.
» OVERALL:
black hair, blue eyes, skinny, in the middle of tall and short. that's abby. everything about her just fits with her. but that's just what you see; her figure is simple, just like everyone else, she's skinny yes, but she's not all skinny, she does have some meat on her bones. she tries and work out, but sort of fails. her tattoos are something you can sometimes see when she isn't wearing a shirt. for scars, you can see them if you look hard enough. there's two on the side of her neck, many scars on her wrists and there's only about two or three on her hips. most she did on purpose, her wrists, one on her neck; some just from falling, the last one on her neck; and the rest are from others, the ones on her hips (read history). the clothes she wears are all from babycakes, hot topic, sometimes jcpenny or kohls and rarely any other stores. she likes to go for the scene style, sometimes emo, sometimes skater. but everything she wears is about her and she loves being herself. she usually only wears converse shoes, sometimes other shoes but she hates everything else. she believes converse are the best things in the world, especially if they are neon. dresses and high heels don't really bother her, it just has to be in her liking and style for her to wear. everything else has to go through her approval.

*shine through the darkness,
» LIKES:

• her tongue, she has a slight tongue fetish and believes she has the hottest tongue ever.
  
• cuddling
  
• playing with her hair as well as others
  
• storms
  
• being skinny
  
• animals
  
• gummy worms
  
• horror movies
  
• skateboarding, though shes not very good at it
  
• parties
  
• teasing/flirting
  
• music and movies
  
• easter
  
• bunnies
  
• photographs & photography
  
• halloween
  
• kissing
  
• smoking
  
• raves
  
• the rain
  
• storms
  
• snow
  
• pop
  
• experimenting
  

» DISLIKES:

• jerks
  
• being used
  
• blood
  
• being seduced
  
• facing her fears
  
• snakes
  
• justin bieber
  
• real worms
  

» STRENGTHS:

• flexible - physically
  
• independent
  
• funny
  
• caring
  
• motherly
  

» WEAKNESSES:

• snuggling
  
• anorexic
  
• addicted to texting
  
• stubborn
  
• hickies
  
• shots
  
• allergies
  
• puts herself down a lot
  

» SECRETS:

• abby's slightly anorexic, she tries and hide it the best she can.
  
• abby was used by an ex boyfriend who also liked to leave scars on her (hips).
  
• she has tattoos (more like her parents don't know)
  
• she sneaks out a lot, and even though only having her permit, she takes the family's sports car and goes out, usually to parties and raves.
  
• smokes
  

» GOALS:

• visit beijing, china
  
• learn chinese
  
• see all her favorite bands in concert
  
• do nothing for 24 hours
  
• date someone from a band
  
• move to denver, colorado
  
• getting A's and B's for a full school year
  

» OVERALL PERSONALITY:
on the outside, she's completely happy, she smiles every time she's around others, she laughs, make jokes. just have fun and be herself, she seems careless about everything. but on the inside she's really actually sad. she always thinks she's worthless but always her friends change her mind about anything about suicide. she seems emo on the inside and she does cut and all this stuff, but she never acts like it. always she smiles and she never lets anything on the outside bother her. yeah she gets in fights with her parents a lot, she fights with her older brothers, then she has to take care of her younger brothers sometimes. but even if she's having troubles on the inside, she always likes to make sure no one worries for her. she hates crying in front of others, showing weaknesses, but she sometimes fails and they see. abby is always easily jealous, and at times like this, she never talks about it and she always complains to a close friend or someone. sometimes she can change it and make whatever she wants hers but sometimes she can't change it. she knows her limits on boys and now knows who good for her or not. trust is an issue for her, ever since her last boyfriend, she's scared to get hurt ever again. a few of her close friends knows everything about her, others don't. it takes a while for her to say any secrets other than the ones everyone knows.

abby can be hyper at times, and at these times, nothing stops her. sometimes, she's happy, as always. other times she can be depressed which means something is bothering her. a depressing times, it's sometimes just jealousy, boys, something someone sad or just her putting herself down. she has an extreme problem with that, it's one of the main reasons why she is depressed some times. she can put herself down by saying she's worthless, that she's just a slut, that no one likes her, or even that she can't get anyone, sometimes that she's a fat ugly whore. any friends who know about this usually help her, but when there is no help, she goes into cutting, burning, starving herself. she's a complete problem child sometimes. abby is very caring, she loves helping around and cheering others up. it usually bothers her when others are sad or depressed; even though she sometimes doesn't get that care, she gives it to others. she usually stands up for herself and her friends, she doesn't like bullies and ignores them for the most time, other times she's fighting back. she may seem all talk, but she isn't, she does get down to business. school is somewhere where she hates going to, she ditches a lot or pretends to be sick, only when she's lucky does she get away with it. the heavens abby has that she can go and everything will be happy is her room, yoshie, her best friend, or the person she loves. currently only her room and yoshie are the ones she goes to.

*dive into your past,
» PARENTS: marc and amy
» SIBLINGS: craig, alex, kevin & kyle
» PETS: yoshie (female alaskan klee kai)
» SIGNIFICANT OTHER: N/A
» OTHER IMPORTANT PEOPLE: N/A
» HISTORY: like every child, they were born to a mother and a father, her parents were married like some other families, she had two older brothers and currently the only daughter. she was actually a mistake, she was the only child of the cash family that wasn't planned. marc and amy had welcomed abby in the family car, they didn't arrive on time to the hospital, somewhere near midnight. she was born a healthy child, though the fact for the first months, her mother had drank alcohol and smoked, but it didn't effect her. she was a small child and everyone adored her. growing up was slightly easy, she was picked on by her brothers, they told her she was adopted and also pushed her around. she always put up a fight though and they would always get in trouble because she was just that adorable to say it was them when they actually really did start it. it wasn't long before she was put in kindergarten. it was pretty easy for the most part, who could fail kindergarten? she almost did, she didn't really do her work and always was a problem in class. though she never did anything in there, her favorite thing about it was show and tell. she always brought in her favorite stuff. from her yoshie stuffed creatures to her favorite toy.

first grade came and went by, so did second and third, fourth it was one of the best grades she could remember. in the middle, she had gotten her first boyfriend, had her first kiss and everything. it was funny though, she really just held hands with him once and automatically they said they were dating. they had broke up at the end of the year, saying that summer love always comes in summer. strange kids abby was in class with. grade school went by fast, middle school came and she became a true lady in seventh grade. she had more boyfriends, not really any kissing happening but she didn't care. middle school was always filled with immaturity and cliques. she always hanged with the freaks, they were her best friends. eighth grade came and she felt popular just because she was in the highest grade in the school. she had classes with some idiots and that bothered her a lot. but these idiots soon became her best friends. duncan and alex were the heart throbs of eighth grade and she was falling hard for duncan. she knew though it would never happen, and duncan was moving to only god knows where at the end of the year so she just confessed on the last day and went on with life.

somewhere around there, she found out her mom was having twins. the fights grew larger because she was always the baby of the family and her mom was always emotional which pissed her off. her oldest brother ended up graduating that summer from college and her other brother was entering college. the house was becoming empty and until the twins came here, she was the only teen in the house. the summer was unforgettable. she started going to parties and she met someone, his name was dillon. they had a little summer love, kissing, hanging out, calling each other babe and love. everyone's usual summer love. then summer ended and they split. when freshman year started, immediately she had found dillon. he was going to the same school as her, he had changed though, emo ish hair, snake bites, the typical hot boy everyone wanted. she had fallen in love.

he was a sophomore and when she saw him, he didn't notice her yet. he had continued on every day life, he had a girlfriend who held his hand, sat next to him. she was pure jealous. it was only a month into school when he finally noticed her. he was happy seeing her again; they decided to continue on their summer love secretly until he broke up with her girlfriend. everything was fine with her, as long as in the end he was all hers. dillon ended it with his girlfriend the following day and made sure everyone knew he was dating abby the next day. they were kissing in the hallways, he covered her neck with hickies, he made her feel special. another two months passed and that was when he was starting to show up in the middle of the night. he slowly started to pressure her into sex until finally, she gave in.

her first time wasn't that romantic, but it was passionate. he was rough with her, she had to bite her arm to stay quiet, but it was hard. he kept his hands usually on her hips, only on rare occasions would he move them. soon, his names scared cutting into her skin until finally scabs were covering her hips. it seemed like every night he would come over to her house and they would have rough sex. no one knew though that they were doing this, not even her closest friends. she was completely quiet about it. a few pregnancy scares and more sleepless nights later, she finally had the feeling of just being used. she hated the feeling, but she couldn't just stop. he started bringing knives and cutting her on the hips for no reason except to see her in more pain as he continued having sex with her. finally, only three months before school would end, she put an end to it. she told them they were breaking up, it didn't go so well. he took it easily, but when they both attended the same party, things happened and they had sex in a random bathroom. freshman year ended slowly afterwards and just in luck, dillon was moving away, he was moving to somewhere in california but he made sure she wouldn't forget him. a few to be scars later, it was a final goodbye. she felt relieved somehow. the summer started and she started to do everything possible to piss off her parents. she wanted all the attention instead of the twins. but she did adore them and cared for them just like a mother. she was taught how to drive, she started sneaking out, taking the only sports car they had. she got tattoos, she was having one night stands and she started smoking. then sophomore started.

*behind the scenes,
» NAME/ALIAS: fallout, falls, fally, etc.
» AGE: 15
» ROLEPLAY EXPERIENCE: too long to count xD
» HOW YOU FOUND US: from an advertisement.
» CODE PHRASE: admin edit
» RP SAMPLE:

The rain continued to cry from the skies, the wet branches and leaves spilled their poured rain onto the two teenagers underneath the green tree. Jason pulled his legs to him, locking his knees to his chest and his lips parted to let his lyrics flow out to the small ears awaiting for them on Zeb. 'Well… If you jump I jump I guess.' Jason replied to her, smirking up at her. His wet black haired dripped with rain, leaking down his cheek and dropping off his chin. 'I couldn’t sleep. Just thinking about Family I guess.' Zeb looked up at the sky, thinking about the family she wished she knew. And that was only her father. He was crude, a true man whore, slept with any pretty girl and beforey you knew it, babies popped out and she knew she had half sisters and half brothers, but she never knew them.

Thinking back, she could remember, his teachings, he was trying to get her to live up to the family honor, being a breeder. But that never worked out, she would sneek away and play in the kitchen, where she was adored by everyone and then her talent was born. She cooked and cooked, finding new dishes, experimenting and having fun watching it bubble or explode. A smile planted on her lips, thinking back to the good times. Reality was brought back, a raindrop dropped from her hair, slithering down until it reached her nose, a warm hand touched her skin, it was Jason's finger; he smoothly wiped off his nose, looking into his eyes, she could see a puzzled look in his eyes. Always she tried to read people, what emotions they had and everything, but she couldn't do that. Just see what current emotion they have on currently.

'You like getting wet don’t you? I actually came out here to beg you to follow me back inside so I could make you a nice warm cup of coffee and set you in front of the fire in the library. So what do you say, raindrop?' Jason asked, his finger sliding down to her bottom lip and tracing it with the tip of the finger. His blue eyes met hers and she stared into them for a second and then replied, her smile had decreased slowly as he spoke and everything but a faint smile was still alive on her lips. She could feel her heart fly when he touched her and from the thought of it, she could feel the cold piercing through her skin. She wanted to shiver but she couldn't all she could do was look at Jason's eyes and reply with her sweet lyrics, "Sure," Zeb smile increased slightly, she let Jason's warm touch slip from her as she started to move up. As she stood, she looked down at him, smiling the cutest smile she had. She bent down and lend out a hand to Jason, though he probably didn't need it, she felt the need to feel his warm touch again on her skin.

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