CARSON, john lahr.

[boston]

*Carson John Lahr,


I was thinking about you, I drew a little picture.
But some things you can't put on paper.
Like you like shooting stars?
I write songs on the guitar,
got more things to do than stare in a mirror.”

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*step into the spotlight,
» FULL NAME: Carson John Lahr.
» NICKNAMES: N/a.
» AGE/BIRTHDAY: May, 20, 1990.
» GENDER: Male.
» ORIENTATION: Straight.
» CANON OR ORIGINAL: Original.
» GROUP/GRADE: Local.

*let them see who you are,
» HAIR: Carson's hair is naturally straight sweeping to the left side of his face, the color is a blonde with a light brown undertone.
» EYES: As for eyes, his eyes are a rich medium blue with the occasional green speckle.
» HEIGHT/WEIGHT: Standing 5 foot 8, he weighed one hundred forty pounds, plus a few most likely.
» DISTINGUISHING FEATURES: Carson has a light tint of freckles on his face, which blended well with his skin tone. As for tattoo's he has a cross on his left shoulder, with a bible verse in it he got when he was 18.
» STYLE: You can find Carson wearing straight leg to over sized skinny jean pants, with his favorite brand of shoes, Tom's. As for shirts you'll find him in flannels, v necks, and long sleeves.
» OVERALL: Standing five foot eight Carson has been usually called a little on the short side. His weight averaged out to about one hundred forty pounds on the dot. He tended to stay the same skin tone, pale with a slight tint. He never got too pale, but honestly never really got any darker. His face had a slight shading of freckles on his face, it wasn't quite noticeable though due to how it blended in with his skin tone rather well. He has a birthmark on his left hand, near his pinky. It seems to be in the shape of a bunny he claims, but really it just looks like an oval with some shapes coming out of it.

Carson's thick hair laid roughly shaggy around his head, falling to his ears. His hair often went to the left when he flipped it, which you could easily ketch him doing when needed for a quick fix. It was for the most part naturally straight, and he would never admit this but he did truly admire his hair. It was one thing he actually felt confident about, and he would probably cry if you cut it all off honestly. His pure blue eyes were truly beautiful, and his blonde eyelashes highlighted them also.

As for style you can often find Carson wearing a pair of straight leg to slightly skinny pants, and his favorite brand of shoes Toms. His favorite favorite wash of jeans would probably be dark wash, due to the more classier appeal. He get's most of his clothes from online stores, and usually wears an 'I <3 Boobies' rubber bracelet, with some handmade ones his friends made for him, each representing something. Carson has one tatoo on his left shoulder blade of a cross, with vines around it with his favorite bible verse John 3:16, written inside of it.

*shine through the darkness,
» LIKES:
-Acoustic music.
-Fruit Punch.
-Guitar/Uke.
-Artistic ability.
-Italian food.
-The color green.
-Positive thoughts.
-Family, and close relationships.
-Hipster fashion.
-Photography.
-Traveling.
-Acting childish.
-Snowboarding.
» DISLIKES:
-Obnoxious drinkers.
-Hard core rap or screamo.
-Ignorance.
-People who forget turn signals.
-Know-It-all's.
-Cleaning.
-Cliff hangers.
-Abuse.
-Animal cruelty.
-Democrats.
-Being late.
-False accusations.
» STRENGTHS:
-Lying.
-Musically talented.
-Determined.
-Has a good heart.
-Hood sense of humor.
» WEAKNESSES:
-Long term attention.
-Mathematics.
-A genuine smile.
-His sister, she's his other half.
-Opening up to new people.
-Hopeless romantic.
» SECRETS:
-He lies to make people feel better. His intentions may be well, but either way he lies all the same.
-About his sister's autism, his family kept it secluded due to his parent's pride. He didn't agree, but followed as told.
-About his ex-girlfriend who completely ruined his trust in love. He's a real sweetheart.
» GOALS:
-To eventually either sign a record deal, or manage a band who does. Anything in the music field, really.
-To improve his skills in mathematics, considering he cheated his way through it in highschool.
-To find someone to honestly care about and will in return, even though he would never admit that.
-To start an organization for suicidal teens.
» OVERALL PERSONALITY:Carson is a very complicated person, he does the things he says he hates and hates the people he loves. He doesn't try to be such a hypocrite, it just happens. Carson isn't strong enough in any of his beliefs to not have them be altered. He hates obnoxious drinkers, yet he could easily be influenced to be one. He doesn't like to be rejected, so he'll often lie to get his way with a person when he does put himself out there. From lying about curfews to where he is, why he didn't go to the party to whats his highest level on zombies. He just doesn't want to feel like he's not good enough, which most people don't. Maybe it's a case of denial? Atelphobia, is what his councilor in his high school called it when his parents sent regards about him. Carson didn't accept that either, and moved along. Not being able to accept critism.

He isn't all bad though, Carson has a huge heart. The littlest things get to him and inspire him, from the kitten on the side of the road to the old woman sitting alone, very sympathetic. He tends to show pity to people, and always feel the need to help others. This can come in hand to his friends, due to they always know someone to talk to or look to for support. Carson tends to get over defensive also, like if you call him out on the littlest things he will get so angry and frustrated. Yet, he always tends to feel insanely self conscious and bad though after he treats someone wrong, especially how he has a pet peeve for people who don't treat people right.

Carson usually keep's it pretty down to earth though, never being too outspoken or out of his place. He sometimes loves to be just playing his uke or guitar more than being around other people. Carson is very determined, and always goes after what he wants by listening to his heart, is how he'd put it. Although he is not very forgiving when it comes to people hurting him, he is very humble and isn't conceded in any way. Which also makes him very kind natured and thoughtful. But that won't happen to us, 'Cause it's always been a matter of trust, is one of his song lyrics that describes something he does well, he is very trustworthy when it comes to secrets. He also treasures this trait in other people, due to believing this is the heart of friendship.

*dive into your past,
» PARENTS: Grant Josh Lahr & Stephenie Carol Lahr.
» SIBLINGS: S2 sisters; Kamden Lahr (17) & Blaine Lahr (19/Twins)
» PETS: N/a.
» SIGNIFICANT OTHER: N/a,
» OTHER IMPORTANT PEOPLE: N/a.
» HISTORY: Born on May, 20, in Boston, New York. His mom was just 17 at the time, and his father was 19. His parents had been dating since she was a freshman and him a Junior. This incident (her becoming pregnant) cause his mother to run away with his father, and move to his birth town. Carson hasn't ever heard of or seen his grandparents from his mother's side besides the occasional birthday card. By the time of his birth his dad had already landed a well paying job as an executive in his fathers company so they never really suffered the most 'teenage pregnancy' families did.

Carson also, was born with a twin. His twin's name was Blaine, and they were identical twins. She was born 10 minutes after him, and was born with a slight case of autism. Carson's family often hid this from others, telling her to remain to herself. Carson didn't know she was until he reached the age of 10, and saw how much his sister was truly struggling. He took his spare time apart from his extra music classes and practices to tutor her and ketch her up. At this time, he was lied to his whole life from his mothers age to his sisters condition. Maybe, just maybe, this is where he learned to cover up the pain for other people?

Age 11 and 12 came around, and Carson's grandfather from his mom's side died from a heart attack. At first only his mother was going to go, but his father got carried away in getting them their new home so the children had to go with. This was the first time Carson realized what had really gone on in that part of his life. He met his family, and saw his grandfathers corpse. He cried, he didn't know why. He never met the man! Then, a woman came and put her hand on his shoulder, it was his grandmother. He then felt a sudden anger for his mother, why would he keep this amazing woman from him? After that, he often wrote his grandmother.

At the age of 14, Carson began highschool. He kept to himself, only approaching those who approached him. He then got involved with a girl names Josie May. Josie May was wrong for Caron, in all the right ways. He truly believed he loved her though, because she felt so real to him. Drinking, smoking, and sex soon became part of Carson's lifestyle and music seemed to fade. Soon enough, Carson's sister became suicidal due to her fall behind in school and the lack of attention. Carson didn't pay much attention, Josie May was all he needed. This was true up until March, 19 when they were at a party and Josie was caught tounge-wrestling with his best friend. That was like a reality check for him, realizing you can't trust people with your heart like that.

Carson then went through a year of depression after, which was when he was 16. He felt like all of his morals slipped away from him and he didn't know who he was anymore. He felt too ashamed to talk to his sister, but he finally decided to get back into music, which he claims saved his life. He wrote her a song cause 'Blaine, You may' as an apology and this was his first song that became Youtube famous. His sister and him couldn't have been closer. Ever since they have been connected at the hip, until college when they had to go their separate ways. This has been a struggle for him being apart from her, but they webcam everyday at 11 PM, and are still bestfriends.

*behind the scenes,
» NAME/ALIAS: Boston.
» AGE: optional
» ROLEPLAY EXPERIENCE: On and off for about four years now.
» HOW YOU FOUND US: Advertising on a site I am on.
» CODE PHRASE: admin edit
» RP SAMPLE:

Rachel stumbled out of bed, into the darkness of the room. She didn't know where she was for a minute so she stood as her eyes adjusted to the darkness of the room. She then realized where she was, her room. She wasn't always sure if she had maybe passed out at a friends house, and she still wasn't used to always waking up to such a plain room such as this, not completely used to having a simple room compared to her over-done one with pictures and awards all over coral colored walls. Rachel still never fully got why she was here, and if anyone told her she wouldn't care to listen.

She walked over to a dark blue and white tank top laying across a chair with a pair of faded jean shorts. These were here favorite combination, due to it showing off her figure she claimed. Rachel slowly strutted herself over to a long mirror and looked at herself, combing her hair to a sleek look before she teased it harshly. Then she appreciated how she looked in the mirror, but when didn't she really? Then she strolled out into the lounge smiling boldly at a few faces she felt familiar to some aspect and sat down, legs crossed.

Rachel reached into her back pocket, grabbing her phone and texting her friend Lydia, who lived in a dorm 4 doors down from her own. She awaited impatiently for her friend to appear. 5 minutes had passed, and she was simply sick of waiting. So she stood up, and walked across the room to the door and pushed it open, leaving. Rachel was impatient and didn't like wasting her time, especially when it's on her time and to her expense of just sitting there. She walked into the courtyard, covering her eyes with her hand stretched across her forehead to protect her eyes against the gleaming sun. She saw a girl she got into a fight with last year, it was intense. Intense enough she almost got banned from the academy. She sent her a sarcastic smile and continued on her way. Rachel did not have time for this, she could tell. According to her though, she didn't have time for anything if she wasn't the star.

Rachel debated running away the day before she was ready to go, but she decided that was childish and completely pointless. She put on a smile and finished packing, quite upset but having accepted the fact now. She was actually started to get exited about this new school thing, she had always been good at making friends. I mean put on a fake smile, happy attitude and compliment their shoes or something, bam. Best friends. Of course once they got to know her, they'd see through that but why not have a little fun with them first? Get some dirt, spread it, and have her rep down with a bash. She has her looks, and that's all thats ever mattered to her as long as she had at least one friend.

-Sorry! This was like from two years ago, I just couldn't find any recent ones.

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