Post by evelyn mae rondeau on Apr 10, 2011 10:42:15 GMT -4
We live on front porches and swing life away,
evelyn x mae x rondeau
evelyn x mae x rondeau
evelyn is a very confused little girl who is just trying to find the point in life. So what if that means jumping off cliffs or swimming far too deep in the ocean? She just wants to find out how deep you have to go in order to wake up the next morning happy to be alive. She's complicated, you can never really put a finger on this girl, but the upside to this is that there is never a dull moment with this her. Still you may not even realize how fragile she really is. evelyn appears to be a very happy and successful girl. evelyn is always wearing a mask, she believes that it's safer that nobody really knows you, and everyone assumes it's her real face. But who really is evelyn mae rondeau and who really knows who she really is?
I've got some friends, some that I hardly know,
the x "friends"
the x "friends"
Evelyn will always have to deal with the sort of people who think they know her inside out, but really they know nothing. She'll call them her friends and smile & laugh with them as if they were, but in all reality they mean nothing to her. They may actually think they're real friends, but there may also be the moment that they realize that they don't actually know anything about Evelyn. Which either strains the relationship, or induces curiosity.
I'll show you mine if you show me yours first
Let's compare scars, I'll tell you whose is worse,
the x close x friends
Let's compare scars, I'll tell you whose is worse,
the x close x friends
These are the kind of people who can actually help Evelyn. They see all the walls that she puts up and how scared she is. They know about her past and how it has affected her present. These friends actually know Evelyn, and Evelyn cares for these people more than anything, because these are the people that she actually needs.
I've been here so long, I think that it's time to move,
the x enemies
Everyone has an enemy, for a number of reasons. Maybe they think Evelyn is weird, maybe they think she's too concerned with perfection. Maybe they know that she is faking, and since everyone dislikes fake that would create an enemy. Or maybe they just have their own separate reasons to dislike Evelyn, but whatever the reason because of it they cannot be friends. Also Evelyn dislikes people who tell her what to do, maybe a friend would tell her that she needs help and she wouldn't listen because of this and that burdened the relationship into making them enemies. Anythings possible.
the x enemies
Everyone has an enemy, for a number of reasons. Maybe they think Evelyn is weird, maybe they think she's too concerned with perfection. Maybe they know that she is faking, and since everyone dislikes fake that would create an enemy. Or maybe they just have their own separate reasons to dislike Evelyn, but whatever the reason because of it they cannot be friends. Also Evelyn dislikes people who tell her what to do, maybe a friend would tell her that she needs help and she wouldn't listen because of this and that burdened the relationship into making them enemies. Anythings possible.
If love is a labor I'll slave till the end,
I won't cross these streets until you hold my hand,
the x lovers
Evelyn's love life is a little bit more complicated than the rest. Evelyn is purely a lesbian, practically too gay to function, but she doesn't quite want to believe that. She knows she likes girls, but she wants to believe that she's "normal" and likes boys. So she'll try to date boys and as always the relationships fail. She has yet ventured into any relations with a girl, but it would be exactly what she needs.
I won't cross these streets until you hold my hand,
the x lovers
Evelyn's love life is a little bit more complicated than the rest. Evelyn is purely a lesbian, practically too gay to function, but she doesn't quite want to believe that. She knows she likes girls, but she wants to believe that she's "normal" and likes boys. So she'll try to date boys and as always the relationships fail. She has yet ventured into any relations with a girl, but it would be exactly what she needs.
lyrics from Swing Life Away by Rise Against. Any plot ideas are welcome :]